It's a night to remember last one day during my sleepy hours I suddenly been awake, just to feel the jealousy of the huntsman and her so called girlfriend whom I thought it is not really meant to be. In the very first state all I know is that, that huntsman would be the one who'll give me all the love that I need and the one who'll save me one day but everything isn't really true he's just been used by the dark queen to made me fall in love until everything got to be lost in my life. I felt so nervous and ashamed to myself until another powerful guy who happens to have the same name as the huntsman incantized a powerful chant that could made me cry in jealousy much, saying 'I'll be giving you the greatest gift of all.' Then tried loosening everything in my mind and bewilders me that the huntsman is already dead and just a mere ghost who's trying to catch my heart and yearningly kill me with all his might. In the first stage I laughed at all his jokes though it seems really nothing at all until he tried pushing me whom ever he wanted to made me feel in love though there has no feeling in reality. I felt mad saying in myself that I just wake up for just a part of little knowings and made me feel sad so much. Then there's a feeling that it's just a matter of loneliness that they're only going to kill me little by little in pain and no enthusiasm until I live in an ungrateful sentiment of nothing with the people who's firing me down to yearn for closeness until they catch me and destroy me especially the happiness in my thoughts. I never wonder should I conquer everything until another one came who also has the same name as the two impostors of love but this one is woman whom introduce herself that she's the nerdy user friendly. I tried detaching myself unto her but tried whispering me to fightback against the impostors of love then behooves me, as a help she teach me how should I destroy this impostors of love to unleash the embarassment I encountered in my life. I pursued nothing until morning came so I cried so much that he's already dead said the powerful guy. I cried but control myself not so much in order for him not to feel that I've been in love being his the only one who can turn me into a princess one day but there's always a fact that it's not always them who'll made me feel the sudden lost of self but there's always a surmounting happiness that I'll have inspite of all the sadness that I craved against the billows of unjust circumstancewith the madness of boring people. The nerdy user friendly tried coping up with me again and tell me that if there's a chance for me to defeat all of this then always think of "Sanglakas" then she'll give me the power become Dragona until I defeat the boring people who used to disturb me to fight the real blessing that might come for me though I didn't know what sort of it is will be in reality. The nerdy user friendly came again until she became that beautiful woman and enchanted to be a beautiful russian student.
One day this great curse would be unleashed in my life
Vertical Horizon - You're A God
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